oh yes, its 2009! and i guess it signifies a new start, and a new beginning to everything. i got myself a new target for this semester, to get better grades, be a better person, learn how to use MICROSOFT and stuff , video-editing, dance and singing maybe. think its either too difficult or too impossible for me to achieve. hai, damn depressing but now im taking japanese, i vow not to skip lessons and study hard for it, it seems quite interesting!
HAJIME MASHITE! Boku no namae wa Takeshi desu! ( nice to meet you, my name is takeshi ) should not be wrong unless youtube is teaching me the wrong stuff!
grrr, anyway feeling very old already, 21st birthday coming, and i am damn old lah seriously. someone please help me! i dont want to grow old, and start thinking about working and starting a boring life. guess people are right, enjoy while you are young! i guess i have not tried a lot of things, i haven gone much on vacation, haven been the nicest person, haven been someone's close friend. im quite surprised at how i have changed, how i lost trust in confiding in people, how i keep everything to myself. omg damn emo now. too secretive, too mysterious, i think i dont know much about myself anymore. omg cant imagine a turning 21 year old types this kinda of shit, but its really quite saddening!
reading through people's blog make me feel worse, it makes me feel like being in love is like damn blissful. doubt i can see that in the near future, and maybe i will just continue leeching on people's blog to feel happy once in a while. blabbering already oh wells, it means goodnight. grrr
