haha,i think i seriously feel like an emo kid now. what the hell,feeling so emo even in the morning,and i cant even get HIGH now! NEVER MIND I SHOULD TRY! arghhh.. i think i have been too emo these days and i think i know what the reason is ( which is a good thing ) at least now i start to understand myself a bit more. ALRIGHT! let me share more about some impactful events that happened along the way. 1. I think i have become cuter ( okay, JOKING LAH )
Joined some dj competition,and i could say that i really admired my efforts in trying to become a braver person. I remembered the judges asked me why i wanted to become a dj, and i replied them i wanted to become a braver person and wanted to know how my life will turn out to be if i took up this challenge ( these words did not come out that smooth )
Now,i thought of what to say completely already. I think i will add on the part about leaving the stage with a smile regardless the outcome. And also tell the other contestants there is nothing scary about standing up there ( stage ) ; it becomes scary only when your determination to acheieve your dream becomes uncertain.
yet,i still dont know what im heading towards. Where does my future lie? I guess im just following the norm and im going to be an ordinary person afterall. But am i one of these people out there. I dont think so because i feel that inside me,i am TEENAGE MUTANT NINJA TURTLE. YAY!
