whats with the world or is it just me? dont bother talking to me,im officially labelled " screwed up " for the week. I have been bad tempered, insensitive to others and many more. i feel like a complete loser for this week. I am going to change and to those i feel that i offended, big sorry. I will cheer up and i will rebuild my lively and cheerful image. whats more,can all these come to an end. well, call me bastard hong. Im one for this week.
emoemoemokid infect me ; 10:09 AM
Thursday, April 26, 2007
ehhh guys! 200 pounds beauty is not bad! i mean its like a not bad romance + comedy drama since HITCH! go watch go watch. by the way, the scriptwriter is really quite goodddddd, he made me TEAR. and the girls really pretty,guess im paying a lot of attention to the superficial level. BUT the girl really looks innocent and angellic. haha. sometimes i wish i was braver to do the things i really loved, maybe i could write scripts that are as good as this movie. arghhh. still feeling weak in the mind. i need a lock up to train up on my mentality ):
emoemoemokid infect me ; 10:14 AM
Monday, April 23, 2007
okay,im in a " FUCK OFF,BACK OFF EVERYONE " mood now,and i just cant get to sleep.Dunno why i became so insensitive and so fucking selfish. I bet i hurt alot of people who care for me out there. sorry again,im really insensitive and im in a really foul mood. im sorry okay, there is just a lot of stuff happening and really little time for me to adjust my mood. i just suck okay. im not ready for another blow now. i just wish i could wake up from this damn dream now. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK and i hope now i can get to sleep
emoemoemokid infect me ; 10:04 AM
you always see this happening in dramas,people telling you to cherish your life and you live just once,and not let others affect your life.And,lastly be happy.Because noone is capable of doing that for you 24/7,but rather you can make it happen with your own powers. Yes,life is unpredictable and hell to those who dont cherish their lives,or people around them. Suddenly,everyday becomes frightening and all i wish now is that i wake up from this dream.
Noone falls in this journey.
emoemoemokid infect me ; 3:17 AM
Thursday, April 19, 2007
Hugs or kisses?
I suppose for guys, kisses work better. At least, it did for me. Somehow i start to think otherwise. For a moment, maybe hugs are more comfortable and it certainly calms one almost immediately. I guess in life, we tend to seek for something plain and simple sometimes. In this case referred to the hugs. Kisses are like the many climax that we come by each time in life. Excessive seems to take away the magic kisses do. For now, hugs seem to be much friendly.
emoemoemokid infect me ; 9:12 AM
Monday, April 16, 2007
haha,i think i seriously feel like an emo kid now. what the hell,feeling so emo even in the morning,and i cant even get HIGH now! NEVER MIND I SHOULD TRY! arghhh.. i think i have been too emo these days and i think i know what the reason is ( which is a good thing ) at least now i start to understand myself a bit more. ALRIGHT! let me share more about some impactful events that happened along the way. 1. I think i have become cuter ( okay, JOKING LAH )
Joined some dj competition,and i could say that i really admired my efforts in trying to become a braver person. I remembered the judges asked me why i wanted to become a dj, and i replied them i wanted to become a braver person and wanted to know how my life will turn out to be if i took up this challenge ( these words did not come out that smooth )
Now,i thought of what to say completely already. I think i will add on the part about leaving the stage with a smile regardless the outcome. And also tell the other contestants there is nothing scary about standing up there ( stage ) ; it becomes scary only when your determination to acheieve your dream becomes uncertain.
yet,i still dont know what im heading towards. Where does my future lie? I guess im just following the norm and im going to be an ordinary person afterall. But am i one of these people out there. I dont think so because i feel that inside me,i am TEENAGE MUTANT NINJA TURTLE. YAY!
sorry about the last part, super no link ._.
emoemoemokid infect me ; 7:12 PM
Sunday, April 15, 2007
To-do list
1. I cant be emo 2. I cant be myself 3. I cant be true 4. I cant be everything i wanted 5. I can always hide 6. I can always run 7. I can always keep my regrets to myself 8. Lastly, i guess i can accompolish this To-do list.
emoemoemokid infect me ; 10:02 AM
Saturday, April 14, 2007
My friend, A is a coward. He is never serious. But he is funny at times,and i really enjoy his company. But when it comes to relationships,i think he has always kept himself out of reach. I think he doesnt know what he wants and where he is going to find it. He has hidden well.
I think i feel like an A today ):
emoemoemokid infect me ; 10:49 AM
Friday, April 13, 2007
i ever wondered if anyone will be honest in their blogs,for me i guess i willnt be exactly honest.but i guess i will share a bit more and hide the rest. it sucks to hold back feelings and when my fren once told me that, i told her thats crap. i told her if you dont want something to happen, you can make that happen by taking a strong stand and put an end to it. Now,im facing something similar,and i realised as much as i want to put this behind me,there 's something holding me back. Is it due to the lack of faith i have for myself or for this,or because i know im not good enough for this? This gets me thinking and emo. omg,im emo king,NEMO!
If you are reading,please laugh at the futile attempt at creating a joke.
emoemoemokid infect me ; 9:50 AM
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
" joy to the world the andeeeee has come ... " okay as expected,an ultra disguisting intro paragraph to welcome me back once again! ahha,my internet connection at home is done! done as in it is OKAY already! so you guys will see me blogging more frequently ( just joking ) im damn lazy nowadays, damn tired after coming back from work and i think i really missed out on a lot of people especially my classmates! and currently i like this nick that i somehow thought of " love travels further than bluetooth "
sit back and enjoy the nick,you are welcomed to read deep into its meaning (:
