fcuk man,promised to really study today and looks like mission failed miserably today again, only revised ppart 1 of role of government. wtf. super slack, then watched some hong kong movie with brother on the dvd. its super retarded but im glad to say that its the first hong kong movie that left me a great impression since a long time. its some gay movie lah. i mean not really gay. its abt this retard ( i mean he is really retarded ) and he gets involved with this pimp. and somehow the pimp cons this retard into selling his body to woman. for some, you might be " yucking " right now, but in this movie, i saw sumthing through. that is, a retard could make a true fren, and why is it that even ordinary ppl like us cannot be true frens, i heard abt people stabbing one another from behind, betrayal and stuff. that makes life ironic, even a retard with intelligence lower than 70, can be true and do the most sincere stuff in the world to protect his fren, and why is that difficult for " NORMAL " ppl like us who has IQ abt 120 ( or 140 ) do things that might hurt ppl close to us. haha. maybe another lesson for me (: realised that the more normal we are, the more complicated we get. maybe thats why ppl say life is compplicated, wells, i guess not. its us.
anyway i like this mtv. its like super old, but somehow i like the pessimism within the song, and the mtv looks really " shy " heh heh
