could someone tell me that noone is perfect? please, someone reassure me? i duno how im feeling now, just feeling a bit lost and a bit out of place and awkward at times. started reflecting on the wrongs i have done so far, couldnt tink of any during primary school , maybe some crimes include pulling my female classmates' hair and stuff. nothing much, secondary school nearly stole my good fren's girlfren. haiya. lucky everything went back into place, but somehow my good fren and i got distant. i guess we can no longer be the good frens anymore. omg. how come i so brave and truthful suddenly . spurt everything out. haiya. more or less not bothered alredy since As coming and everyone s gonna part again.noone will hear abt me anymore. and yar, in jc now. what did i do? so much for the flirting, kinda of. but that doesnt affect me that much. well, another ting troubling and worrying me more, backstabbed my good fren. i didnt know it will turn this bad,and i tried everything i can do just to salvage it. but i guess its impossible to make a difference now, maybe i shall lay down and just let go of it, anyway we gonna part again after As, why bother abt this while As is just round the corner? but something in me keeps telling me this meant a lot to me, yet i cant do much abt it.haiya. im at fault lah. i admit,i admit, i admit. im really sorry, but can i have a chance? indeed noone is perfect, but again i learnt that chances and forgiveness are not always complimentary gifts after one makes his mistakes. i dun tink i will have the chance to salvage the situation now. looking back at these stupid mistakes that i make at each point of my life makes me feel like a bastard, and made me wonder if i have matured throughout these years? how many more mistakes more will i have to make before i finally become a perfect person? so can someone reassure me that nooone is perfect and everyone makes mistakes? its guilt all these while.
