do u know it rained tonight ? i stayed up through the night and i realised it rained,and i was watching the rain for a few seconds and i was thinking if god has some special implications for me. im unsure,but my fren told me she tot she was the only one who tot that it rained for her. hmmm, i duno what im talking abt here but i tink my real intention of blogging is just to blabber yeh. and i tink im almost done, and i realise that ppl who has been disappointed once and again are very feeble and prone to strangers. i bet this sounded really common sense and stupid, but yeh. i am blabbering once again, and i was enlightened suddenly by the rain and i realised that there are two types of flirt. one flirts and flirts and flirts, just to gain attention and break ppl's heart. second flirts and always maintain the not here not there relationship,and never dares or have the courage to tell the one who he or she loves who he feels directly. maybe this is deemed as misleading and can deal more hurt than the first type of flirt. however if im given a choice, i rather be with the second group. dun show how you really feel might be good. anyway did i tell you being mysterious and unfeeling on the surface makes one more interesting and seductive? also, also, also, i realise that as most of my friends proceed with their life, they become more pessimistic and somehow lose their innocence. maybe thats what it means by growing up? and becoming a real MAN or WOMAN. hmm, thats worth my thought. and now i just wanna stay the way im. i dun wanna grow up, there are many more complicated sides to life that i have witnessed in adults, and im starting to fear them now. stay young please andie! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
