when i saw some girls from my junior class, i realised that indeed jc2 s angel mortal game wasnt played properly, super sad. noone to write letter to and talk crap with. anyway did i tell u jc1 's angel mortal game was super fun for 1905. and i knew some 1905 seniors and till today they are still very good frens of mine. and let me tell u all how i wrote to my mortal. well, incase u duno whats angel mortal. its like u have an angel and a mortal. and you write to an angel and a mortal. and i love writing to my angel, she is super dumb . one of the reason why i can crap with her. and my jc2 mortal has realy been spontaneous and kept replying me creative and stupid letters. but when i looked back at myself, i realised that as a jc2 i wasnt that spontaneous enuff. ahhaa. somehow from the start i was really interested to play the game, but soon later i got tired. cox they reply very slow and somehow i realised that i cant find my angel. or maybe i wasnt even adopted. haiks. it sounds really stupid. cox im taking a levels in like few months time, and we are playing game. hahaa. when our class first heard abt the angel mortal game, many responded by saying " must play ah, sians lah. you help me write can " haiya, not much of us were attracted by this game,noone thinks it is fun and stuff. more were interested in their studies really. and u cannot fault them for anyting. maybe ppl have different perspectives.and some alredy prioritise what they want for life alredy. they dun wan to fail and regret so they are damn keen abt studying. but for me, i guess im totally different. i work hard and play hard when i really realised that im deep shit. and i really tend to enjoy life and day by day, cox i just love the mysterious feeling of tomorrow. noone knows what s gonna happen tml and i really like to enjoy each day as much i could. maybe many perceive me to be happy go lucky,and someone who is just waasting each day and not taking things seriously. hahaa. i duno abt it. i guess im really the type of guy who is not meant to lead, but those in the team who creates stupid jokes to keep the team bonded. i like to see ppl in one big piece and i like team-work. for basketball, i was jsut a bench warmer ,but i guess im not really concerned abt that. i really appreciated trainings where some of us really go into frenzy and talk rubbish, gossip after trainings and stuff. and i tink im drifting far off. not here to evaluate what person im. haha. to end off all the blabbering, my mortal is a dumb baboosingh. HA
emoemoemokid infect me ; 10:18 AM
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
feeling very empty and bored at the moment, haiya is there always a price to pay to do well for A levels? i dun feel like studying lah. haiya, super stressed lah.haiya, always ended up sleeping in the library while studying. and i always bring a spare shirt each day because i will need to cover my face when i sleep, in case ppl see how i drool and flood the whole library. i tink i am thinking a lot these days, wondering what im actually looking for in my life. super empty now. i dun even know what i want. AHHH. just feel like ranting and complaining. phang always ask me out to town, i tink he is crasy, but on the other time, i got some frens to mahjong in my house. i tink im even more crasy, prelims is just 2 weeks away i tink, gp is no where near a pass, and my other grades are ever-fluctuating. haiya. why i so stupid. haha. why cant i be any smart kids out there who doesnt need to study and able to get an A like noone's business. AHHHH. i tink i sounded super childish. alrite, enough complaining for today, get down to business now. NO MORE SLEEPING FROM TML ONWARDS =/
emoemoemokid infect me ; 6:29 AM
Sunday, August 27, 2006
andie hong is lousy. :D
emoemoemokid infect me ; 6:41 AM
haiya, the blog is damn stupid. when i thought i posted my entry, it read " page not displayed " something like that. WTF. and in the end, i decided not to blog for the night. shit lah. forgot what i wanted to say alredy. and anyway did i mention that i injured someone while playing some soccer. ahaa. i tink he bled but glad he was alright. and it was quite mean of me to apologise to him only after one week when i met him on the pitch for soccer again. i tink im damn smart lah. while playing against his team, i played full time defender so that i will not elbow or injure him in any way since there was no contact at all. * grins . songs in my ipod are crap nowadays , duno what happened to my nice songs, now i have to struggle with the ULTRA-SLOW coldplay songs, and screeching and yelling songs by taking back sunday and stuff. some are nice lah. but thats not my taste lah. something is wrong, and on a serious note, CALLING FOR REINFORCEMENT !To all andie's frens out there : SENT ME NICE SONGS ! (:
emoemoemokid infect me ; 6:31 AM
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
deep inside,you aint the person your friends view you as. deep inside, you know theres lots of troubles bothering you and always revolving around you. you have tried to hide all these while and now it ends up hurting the ppl around you. sometimes u reli gootta be a man and solve some problems lying right in front of you. so today i pray for more courage tml, soon i will be strong enough to ensure my loved ones will always stay together with me (:
emoemoemokid infect me ; 9:47 AM
Saturday, August 19, 2006
its about four fifteen and im staying up with my games as usual on a typical saturday night. game's just finished and somehow i read some blogs while yawning, and i saw some interesting posts on how ppl view their lives. hmmm, great enlightment for me. it seems that im reli very satisfied with my life now, i got my family , my friends who care for me. though most of the time troubles visit me and always catch me unprepared, im always sure that support from my loved ones and time will do the job for me. why is that most ppl arent satisfied with their respective life? hmm, and if i will grant you the power to exchange ur life for another, will you take the offer or drop it. it seems that most ppl grumble abt their life when they are down, and thus at that instant, they think that life is really unfair. but has life always been this way, these people tend to forget the times where they were given a chance to enjoy themselves? ( while maybe even some ppl are being deprived of this chance ) i guess most people dun wanna go through any hard times, and if i were given a different life, i will want to take the life of my fren mr zues, 193 cm! HAHAA, i wil become the tallest man ever ( perhaps singapore only ) 193cm is cool, and one day if i were given such gifts, it wil be quite cool. and if i can have a temporary change, i will want the life of a blind, really wanna try the feeling of looking at the world without any colours, or judge ppl by their fashionable outfit. all i see will be images in black and white and maybe i will cherish my life after tasting more hardships like having difficulty crossing traffic lights? food for thought it is (:
emoemoemokid infect me ; 1:21 PM
Friday, August 18, 2006
haiks, recently have really good gossiping sessions with mr. phang and mr. hoe, and it seems that i start to realise what a person im. but not really sure abt what im seriously but sumthing i know abt myself i LOVE being carefree after all (: and i guess i willnt want to stay in a place too long or shd i say i love wandering around. so i guess im gonna think hard abt my career, while filming industry looks extremely fun, it seems that its a hard path. or shd i just stick to the norm - BUSINESS BOY ):
emoemoemokid infect me ; 8:53 AM
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
haven been getting a real sleep for ages. slept at 6a.m the other day with this crasy friend. and at the same time, i made some drastic changes to the blog. how surprising,most of my friends questioned abt the DRASTIC CHANGES? come on ppl. open your eyes, look at each captions! they are refreshing and so different from last time. especially about the 187cm accompanied by fairer skin. alright it sounds quite stupid, but i wish to hit 187cm after a levels and certainly fairer skin colour. hee. maybe after alevels,im able to fully release and vent out all the stress accumulated throughout this period of time, and ta da, this sudden outburst of stress may do some chemical changes to my body and POOF, bring me to "GREATER HEIGHTS". 187cm is perfect for a model yup and a fair skin to go along to make me a real PRINCE CHARMING! MUAHAHAHA. okay lah. sounds really stupid, but let this be my hope for now. gonna catch up on some sleep whenever i can, life seems to be revolving around studying all this time now and who knows if this will carry on through till the As are over. HOLIDAY HERE I COME .___.
emoemoemokid infect me ; 7:11 AM
Saturday, August 12, 2006
haiya. today was supposed to be a mugging day but it didnt end off as expected, only finished maths prelim 2003 paper 1 and so many blanks and red circles over the paper and i did mark my attempted answers, alright i got the first 4 questions and the rest were all red. i bet it was too difficult for everyone and not only for myself. yes. i totally believe that it was TOO tough. yups, went to airport to study! yay. and on the way there. cowli told me airport very crowded and rowdy cox there was a bomb attack yesterday and i was like what the hell as i picked up his call when im alredy at tanah merah mrt. .____. damn stupid, but i hang up anyway shortly. that bastard is studying with a girl. COWLI tsk tsk tsk. orh yar, studied at airport delifrance and it wasnt that bad,and that junjie with a HEART pangsehed his friends and studied with us. how UNPREDICTABLE. hee. ahhh. super not fruitful but i realised i like the atmosphere there, and i really liked the company. sumtimes i really wondered how life will be if i was left alone one day to roam on this world alone. with no friends or noone who even recognises me. wil i rot and die at the end of the day, not making a single new friend ? hmm, anyway on a lighter note, saw a cute japanese or korean guy. quite handsome and tall. i mean he looks tall, was admiring his nose when he was munching/ not bad at all. ahhhhhhhh. anyway changi is too far but i like this place, any other recommendations ppl ? (:
emoemoemokid infect me ; 10:17 AM
Thursday, August 10, 2006
do u know it rained tonight ? i stayed up through the night and i realised it rained,and i was watching the rain for a few seconds and i was thinking if god has some special implications for me. im unsure,but my fren told me she tot she was the only one who tot that it rained for her. hmmm, i duno what im talking abt here but i tink my real intention of blogging is just to blabber yeh. and i tink im almost done, and i realise that ppl who has been disappointed once and again are very feeble and prone to strangers. i bet this sounded really common sense and stupid, but yeh. i am blabbering once again, and i was enlightened suddenly by the rain and i realised that there are two types of flirt. one flirts and flirts and flirts, just to gain attention and break ppl's heart. second flirts and always maintain the not here not there relationship,and never dares or have the courage to tell the one who he or she loves who he feels directly. maybe this is deemed as misleading and can deal more hurt than the first type of flirt. however if im given a choice, i rather be with the second group. dun show how you really feel might be good. anyway did i tell you being mysterious and unfeeling on the surface makes one more interesting and seductive? also, also, also, i realise that as most of my friends proceed with their life, they become more pessimistic and somehow lose their innocence. maybe thats what it means by growing up? and becoming a real MAN or WOMAN. hmm, thats worth my thought. and now i just wanna stay the way im. i dun wanna grow up, there are many more complicated sides to life that i have witnessed in adults, and im starting to fear them now. stay young please andie! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
