yerks,okay school is dreading for me each and every day.and WHY ? stupid hair lah, haiya! everyone says im balding! thanks a lot,its the barber lah, he trimmed my fringe til there's no hair. args. life is painful now.no face alredy. skipped lecture so as not to let ppl see my ugly hair. damn stupid but what to do,ahhhhh! everyone's laughing at me,but on the other hand, first time mr lim told me that its the first time he didnt catch me for hair as he went around picking out ppl today during pe.phew. ppl say if you are not confident,you will lose everything, including looks. so i shal heed that advice,i must be confident.
" I AM CONFIDENT I AM CONFIDENT I AM CONFIDENT " -chants and chants-
(: okay,im HANDSOME now! muahahaaaaa
emoemoemokid infect me ; 8:42 AM
Monday, March 20, 2006
wait,regarding the previous entry bout what makes up a typical andie,i tink i have one model answer of my own,though its silly and cliched,i guess theres no embarrassement typing it here ( HEH HEH ) you guys can laugh all u want.
typical andie is made up of FAMILY , FRIENDS , 1 GIRL , LAUGHTER .
and now i realise the word " friends " seems to be fading slowly,i hope time could heal our wounds, maybe it will, most probably it willnt.
emoemoemokid infect me ; 7:42 AM
Thursday, March 09, 2006
yup,had a really bad time in the morning,johnny is right,its a matter of trust,and simply ive made the dumbest and most unforgivable folly of my life.when i look back at what i did,i realise im such a big idiot who took his fren's trust all away.sumtimes u open your mouth for the stupid-est reason,i gotta to agree with him that im have no link in all words all the time,i dun need forgiveness from him,i need it from myself.so i spent the morning sleeping and reflecting,suntanning outside my class with my mp3 and it seems that folly of what i did in the past starts refreshing in my mind.i just dun get WHY im so STUPID! haiks,if i were to display my anger and vent it on a table,im sure i will break YUQIN's marble table again! -.- wasnt in the mood to talk today, and being especially quiet attracted lots of attention.everyone started asking me why i looked so sad and quiet,i didnt reply much and sum went on to say " he's attracting attention by not talking " i didnt respond to that either,maybe i was too tired to retailiate,and care abt anything other tings,but as i fell into despair for those moments, i realise how many great frens i have and how much im being loved.thanks for all concerning classmates and encouragements.i really have to say that frenship can do wonders,ultimately it can be so fragile and destructive.next,i proceeded to canteen and talked with melissa and gang,and words just came out from my mouth. i guess i carn keep myself from talking.i need to talk,and thats my strength and with no doubt, weakness to a larger extent.
what makes a typical ANDIE ?
responses : DUMB , BLACK , LOSER
lets all stick with LOSER
emoemoemokid infect me ; 5:17 AM
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
just looked at the intervals that indicated when i last blogged.realised i getting lazier and lazier.help me.but ive been skipping lectures and sleeping in homerooms,ahhhh,sumone help me,i tink i staying with phang too much.the laziness plague spreading in the class,hoe seng junrong,jiayi ragen all infected alredy.lets all make a resolution,hmm march holiday resolution!
NEVER SLACK DURING THE HOLIDAYS!
okay,thats unattainable,but i gotta set myself a target.so that i will not fail that miserably,just like my econs essay, 0/13 thanks larh,which faggot can get such grades.but on a happily note,i didnt FAIL my math test ! lol (: anyway march holidays coming. and im gonna PLAY it all WILD ! yay. last of all, aj lost today. ragen come on ,dun be sad ,i stil love u loads !
