there i sent a message when i was down,i waited for reply but it didnt come.its unfair to expect one to reply yu late in e night,to at least assure you that everyting's gonna be fine,yu just want to reassure yourself yu arent alone,but the reply never comes back.she might be sleeping,but it doesnt mean yu are alone,yu are all by urself,when a message is received,the first thought will be hoping for her reply,but it isnt hers.the second message is received,no longer wil yu hope for her reply anymore cox yu know it will never be her,or even be her.sumtimes one just indulge in possessiveness,and i tink i am experiencing it now.HELP!yu ask her whether yu sms will disturb her,she says NO.she says to hammer u if yu dun message her,but yu never agree with wad she says.if shes just an ordinary fren,you willnt care abt the effects of your message,sumtimes yu might just message up to three messages at a go,to make sure yu are getting her attention.but if shes ur girl,yu are hesistant to send a second mesage for yu dun wanna disturb her.but sumtimes not getting her reply makes u feel uneasy.and yu go worrying the whole day.when yu are alone initially,yu will try to make urself feel happy even though sumone might be unhappy,yu know that yu have to be happy no matter wad,but when yu girl is unhappy,instead of making urself happy,yu will indulge in the same feeling and thats when pessimism spreads fast,and yu realised yu reached yu goal,to be feeling the same shitty mood as ur girl.how i hope optimism come guide u out (:
