just looked at the note i wrote on my table " DUN GET RETAINED " heh heh.the words are big and scary,keep reminding that me that i carn afford to fail this time round,i recall my sec 3 days,when i nearly got retained,but advanced in e end,ever since den,i promised not to play a fool.now i am back again to the same old problem,can sumone take my COMPUTER away,YUCK!i am so addicted ): AH! HELP! act i was telling my mum today if i carn make it to j2,i might go poly,den she asked me" yu sure ? " den i told her my dream was in e film-making,den she told me " take that as a hobby,not a job in e future " she hopes that i take business if i go to poly,i mean no idiot will risk trying out to be singapore's very first director,i mean noone has proved to be capable in e film-making industry,at least i havven heard of any and seen a good piece of film with my own eyes,i wanna create my movie,my films,but its just that my determination of becoming a director is not strong enuff,i carn bear to leave my comfort zone here,my friends,my loved ones,my memories in aj,initially i told myself i wasnt gonna stay,but in e end,iam stil stuck here,but happy here (:
