its time to realise that people always love to see happy tings,happy ppl around them.well,isnt that so true,yu willnt want to be ppl grumbling 24-7,yu wanna be sumone whom ya can joke and spend yu time crapping with,or rather yu may want to spend yu time wf sumone who can just entertain u and make u break into laughter.laughter eventually is the best medicine,i gotta agree,and sumtimes even laughter couldnt stop pessmistic thoughts from coming,and dats exactly when yu needa pull it through all by urself with the believe that yu aint alone!
lets all get promoted,and not get too carried away with emotions now
emoemoemokid infect me ; 8:10 AM
Sunday, September 18, 2005
just looked at the note i wrote on my table " DUN GET RETAINED " heh heh.the words are big and scary,keep reminding that me that i carn afford to fail this time round,i recall my sec 3 days,when i nearly got retained,but advanced in e end,ever since den,i promised not to play a fool.now i am back again to the same old problem,can sumone take my COMPUTER away,YUCK!i am so addicted ): AH! HELP! act i was telling my mum today if i carn make it to j2,i might go poly,den she asked me" yu sure ? " den i told her my dream was in e film-making,den she told me " take that as a hobby,not a job in e future " she hopes that i take business if i go to poly,i mean no idiot will risk trying out to be singapore's very first director,i mean noone has proved to be capable in e film-making industry,at least i havven heard of any and seen a good piece of film with my own eyes,i wanna create my movie,my films,but its just that my determination of becoming a director is not strong enuff,i carn bear to leave my comfort zone here,my friends,my loved ones,my memories in aj,initially i told myself i wasnt gonna stay,but in e end,iam stil stuck here,but happy here (:
emoemoemokid infect me ; 10:38 AM
Saturday, September 17, 2005
its 1-52a.m,i just realised that a lot of tings changed since january,my birthday will never come back alredy,my first month frens,and my og mates,AHHHHHH! i miss all of u,the throwing of me into the fountain,cake on my face,water bombs in my pants,and all those gossiping sessions and teasings abt one another,they might not come back again,but i am sure memories willnt fade so fast,and come to tink abt it,our class LOG BOOK is lost.i wrote a VERY nice entry on it,and too bad,its LOST.any kind soul pls return it to us.HAHAA..just to realise,i have been a very very cheerful boy this days * notice the use of the word " BOY " * i dun wanna grow up -bite nails- heh heh.i am flying without wings each day in classs,and i am still wondering when my hyper-activeness will end,i am sure i am happy that i brought sunshine and smiles to everyone around me,i love jiayi's WEAK punches,SHUI yong's perfectness, ragen's PANG SEHnesss, hoe seng's SHOUTINGS during bridge, Phang's INDIAN accent, Kenneth's biting of nails, and junrongs' ASTRO-HAIR. whee! i miss my first 3 mths classmates too, diana, serene ,ding jie,qinfang,laura,jeremy, and so much more,and i miss JEREMY badly! i want him to suan me!i feel so bored these days,and i realised how it came abt.i am changing like the four seasons,CHANGING FOR E BETTER ! (: my og mates,i miss lots of u all, AND ALEX AND EDWIN YU BOTH STILL OWE ME MONEY. so yu guys gonna compensate me by planning the next og OUTING! heh heh, gonna end off by saying " yo,changtai " i want thank you for all ur attention anyway! i will not get RETAINED . * determined look* (:
emoemoemokid infect me ; 10:43 AM
Saturday, September 10, 2005
we have conquered " MOUNT EVEREST ", and whats more to conquer, your heart, and i've got it (:
" wanna bet "
i guess yu will never clear yu bets *smirks*
emoemoemokid infect me ; 8:23 PM
remember todays activities has not been planned all along,its spontanteous,yes,indeed it requires active participation to make this date a SUCCESSFUL one,den sumwhere came a grumble " what if it rains,everything will be ruined ",as quickly as it was,an answer came by " worst come to worst,we will run thru the rain " -MELTS- sorry,those lines above is not in simplified language,difficult to intepret! (: *secret dialogue extracted during the date* the planning didnt work,the durian didnt turn out to be that ATTRACTIVE,the bad ting was " the date was too STANDARD " (: but at least i hope the gifts were not too standard.stupid blunders made in the photo frame,shdnt have told u,but as i said,i FOUND SOME PERFECT WAYS TO COVER UP FOR THE IMPERFECT.heh heh,suddenly the lake seems to be experiencing a draught,but pls dun dry up,i dun wan my wish and hope inside the wishing lake to evaporate.but whatever it is,i like to end off with " whether it glows or not,the meaning behind it doesnt change " the promise wilnt change even if ders nothing to substantiate it,its all abt the bottle of TRUST ! * thats another line extracted from somewhere so familiar * -melts- till now,i will continue flying WITHOUT wings YONG YUAN . WHEE (:
emoemoemokid infect me ; 8:14 PM
Sunday, September 04, 2005
could i hold yu hand till e end of time? i wish too the day will never come (:
emoemoemokid infect me ; 5:46 AM
Saturday, September 03, 2005
mum in hospital,some cuts on her leg,heard from her that blood splurted out,how unfilal a son i am,didnt attend to her,instead carried on with some activities,felt so guilty,but mum,i tink yu should know yu son cares lots for u,just that i might not have displayed it vividly... i am sorry ): as i ran thru the scene where yu got injured,looking at the prepared food scattered over the bloody-floor,it reminds me of what yu always do to coax me to eat more for dinner,and i will always nod my head,defying ur orders,not eating vegetables,reli,ppl only start to treasure when sumting terrible happens.iam not gonna regret anymore,sorry mum -i will not be mischievous anymore,no longer be the insensitive young boy (:
emoemoemokid infect me ; 9:47 PM
heh heh,its e last day of school but again,i am LATE again.heh heh.CWO CWO !whee,sumtimes i feel fun serving for the school with the company of others.*winks winks* its e end of the term again,the class was supposed to party with yick-loong's hard-earned money with some pizza and have some badmintoon matches,however due to the inactive participation of classmates,pizza was off,and badminton attendance was BAD!HAHA (; ended up wf yickloong,zikai,hoeseng,kenneth,chenyin,zhiyan,debbie,me.sobs sobs.but managed to have a challenging game with classmates,and i realised that yick loong and debbie make up the scariest SMASHING forces,always aim at chen yin.HOW MEANS! but nevereless,chen yin too NOOB to protect herself! damn funie,den went for stupid cwo in e middle of my game while i was showcasing my potential,and thrashing hon chan in some badminton.,no la,he won me!*disgraced* heh heh.cwo wf sheila,yups and in e end,she got scolded for slacking, and kind me accompanied her yar,trying to force out some gossips from her,but in vain!
