im feeling shitty now,i just duno why.pessimism is indeed infectious,duno when i became so low,i duno why.i cannot remmeber how when i felt like this,i know i am not being myself,which i tot i was.once i was confident of everytiing,now i realised i have overlooked a lot of tings,sumting feelings will die off,creativity will run off,and passion too,but i guess for now,i gonna stop all this from depleting.passion -i want this back at least (:
