yup,she left again,one after another,i reli have nothing to say abt u alright,could ya just pick up e damn courage and keep her by ur side,and what ya scared of,i have been telling u for years and months,that she wil like u for who yu are,and so wads more that keeping u back.why do yu wan every girl that ya once fall for to walk quietly out of ur life each time,i mean isnt it painful to see her with another guy yu duno walking down e streets of orchard,or maybe time has long healed ur wound that yu forgot her alredy,i dun tink so,and i dun ever tink yu never stayed up late in e night,unable to fall aslp ,just becox yu were tinking of her,and nothing else but her.and so why didnt yu make e move,alright,i have heard enough of yu excuses,yar,yu may not be able to get her all those tings she might reli desire,yu might not protect her,yu might not give her the sense of security,and all those crap.its time yu have some confidence in urself and stop tinking that ya are one big loser whos strong on e outside and weak in e inside,if dats e way ting appear to be.yu always act like a winner in front of me,yu always show me ur humorous and jovial side,yu never told me yu were sad over girls and stuff,yu never shed a single tear in front of me,yu told me to go for everyting i wanted,and how abt u,yu have been contradicting urself all these years,yu told me yu became SO CONFIDENT,and i actually took u for real and whats that yu are showing me now,DISPLAYING how a coward yu are.yu are afraid that the relationship willnt last,and so yu dun wan to hurt her,yu dun wan to see her crying at the end of the day,yu forsee that yu all wil break one day,yu dun wan that to be happening so yu insisted that yu rather stay single and remain as her fren,and let sumone protect her.well,yu dun wan to be e bad guy,but do yu tink giving her away to some other guy isnt equivalent to hurting her.yu are e bad guy at e end of day,noone wil kknow e outcome of a relationship,so dun ya ever predict that yu aare so gonna break up wf her ONE GLOOMY DAY,and all those bullshit abt u being thoughful,she DOESNT need any of those,she needs u,but the way that yu hide yu feelings and keeping yuself away from sinking deeper with her in a relationship,is totally cowardice,yu totally dun blive in true love,love that wil last a lifetime.BU ZAI HU TIAN CHANG DI JIU , ZHI ZAI HU CHENG JING YONG YOU.maybe a relationship reli wilnt last,and dats why ya dun wan it to have a start,and thus no pain for her at the end.well,i hope ya seriously give it a thought,as ur close buddy,i reli hope that yu dun regret anymore. yu know yuself more than me (:
