i am walking ahead,walking straight,i am unclear of which road to take at the crossroads,we wil meet one day as u have said.i stayed on knowing that i wil find my happiness in aj,well fine,now i didnt know what my motivation in aj is,perhaps to u,i wil never settle down,infact i feel the same way,i am just too weak to have yu in my arms like how i gave up the other time,so close yet slipped past,its just feels so tired not being urself and not telling sumone how ya truly feel,how well wil it be there were no restrictions,how i wish ceteris paribus can be applied to love.and whats e ting thats holding u back,yu like to see her smile,you know more urself and the only ting thats holding u back is yuself,but i shd have long figured out that she willnt wait for me forever.and dats why u all left me one by one.its all my cowardice,and til i am able to face myself,i wilnt allow myself to get hurt anymore.aj is no longer the happy place i know,of course,theres was nice ppl around e school,the nice teachers like mr.chua.hes leaving.finally and only den i realised that i started to feel guilty,why didnt i cherish him,i belive such a kind teacher wilnt come by again,the innocent smile on ur face,ur and ur unqiue way of hiding ur low-self-esteem no longer we wil see,"its a personal question" and all these teasings abt u being single but unavailable,mr chua,take care in whatever yu do and i promise i wil not drop econs for u (:
