been humming one song all these days,maybe i just miss e past.aha.life is getting on too fast for me,i reli have to say that jc life reli doesnt give way to any of us,one moment and we wil see us lagging far behind others,been indulging in a lot of fun these days wf my basketball teammates.They just make everything sound and look different,coming up wf more and more lousy freezy jokes,suanning each other,bringing back much more than memories on e court,reli have a great day.but we always come across one topic in particular-basketball.many asked me why i am not in e team,lala and stuff,and i told them i joined chess club.HEH HEH (: i suppose noone wil blive me anyway,we were all wondering whu wil be the mvp nex year and which school wil win this time round,they asked me wad i wil do if i dun get into team nex year,i suppose the answer is quite obvious,i told them i wil quit basketball and join chess club,but i dun tink i will not,i wil be just in this cca for the rest of my jc life i guess,i reli wanna strive hard in this-kinda of my forte.but just playing on e court doesnt make me motivated anymore.everyones arguing abt who's fault this is,saying that one another is being solo and stuff,and i been giving up my chance to play on e court for others,and giving stupid excuses saying that i am tired,i guess i dun wanna be so enthu in basketball anymore,ppl always quarrel over being the first five in e team,and when ya are not chosen as e main players,i guess everyone wil be sad,i wil be too.in fact i wasted a year alrready,i duno what i am gonna do if i dun get into first five nex year,being in e team is kinda useless isnt it.if ya dun get to contribute and display all that ya learnt,wads the pt.we all say that playing basketball is just to enjoy e game,but how many of us wil stil be so engaged in this passion if u all werent chosen as e main players of the school,yu meerely sit on e bench and watch ya teammates play.of cox cheering helps too,and doesnt mean that ya are lousy if ya dun get to play.but i guess maybe for me,i wil start playing basketball for entertainment and fun now (: