i've been indulging in some vcd at the moment,it started off well,a nice story, a nice start,but til e end,it became totally out of flavour.no mood to watch it again,as it seems in life too,always a great start,but til e end,everything soothens out.
gotta pia for physics,though i know u know that i know that you know that im gonna fail.by the way,it makes some sense,just read into it =D ALL E BEST ANDIE (:
emoemoemokid infect me ; 12:52 AM
Friday, June 24, 2005
heh heh,today was a real fun day.i carn imagine myself indulging in such enjoyment just 3days before the first exam.maybe i know fate cannot be changed.just go into e hall wf the fail mentality,but dun worry.i will finish studying all the stuff by monday,i hope.i am not veh near to finishing half of my 4subjects,and i stil went watched nba finals in my frens house today.arghh.boring match but i relli wanna play like so professional.AWW.when wil dat day come? heh heh.later went for basketball games with my frens,started all e way from 5 to 9.everyone was exhausted by the end,meet up wf my reli old frens from cat high.-WILBERT EWAN -these two feellow were reli nice ppl from my school,though we might be separated from catholic high alredy,but i pray that memories dun fade so soon,lemme remember all those frens who have reli stepped into my life and given me one hand or another.i could remember that incident one year ago,where my fren cried.i dun wanna remember that.but again i tell myself its e reality,but i face it bravely now cox i know i carn turn back the clock anymore (:
emoemoemokid infect me ; 9:26 AM
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
thanks miss jinzhen for helping out with my blog. first it was huai kuan,den alan,den liang mong, now jinzhen. tahnks to all. made my blog and me more lively ! =D big thanks to JINZHEN anyway (: hope yu arent sad after reading my happy BLOG ! =D
emoemoemokid infect me ; 10:58 AM
heh heh.today was a pleasant morning,we haf PW meeting whatever it is.it doesnt seem like PROJECT WORK anyway.i am glad to say that our fateful member valerie has changed her bad habits and sad to say sue lynn has been infected,ORH WOW ! valerie is not late this time round,or rather she isnt e latest,maybe her parents found e right way this time.HAHA.proceeded with project work,we din do much rite and jameson began toking abt sum dirty stuff!haha.flabbergasted i was,i dino my baby jameson was so dirty! haha..later i was squashed in between my beds and squashed under e bed by my NICE project members.so big THANKS to them,i was under e bed for exactly minutes and i didnt get to see any light penetrating thru.they covered every hole every space wf blankets and pillows,making damn sure i die underneath my bed.well done partners!under e bed, without e light.it just came to me that the blind ppl live in such conditions,they open like their eyes like me but they carn see anything,immediately i felt the fear and begged them to release me,it was real fruitful being trapped underneath e bed,at least i have learnt sumting,treasure what i have now,my EYES! x) i went for basketball training and back wfout any energy,i am soon gonna collapse on my bed and no time u hear . zzz .xP
emoemoemokid infect me ; 9:00 AM
i read thru most ppl's blog,strangely to find mine so different.a dao layout.a dull blogskin and lots of crap i blog bout.when i came across other blogs,ppl were mostly blogging bout wad happened in e day earlier on and what they have learnt,for me , i crap abt much unrealistic stuff but put in lots of food for tots in my entries.now lemme see which is nicer.and maybe i shall change my style and blog a little abt my boring life . it is. boring x (
emoemoemokid infect me ; 8:56 AM
Saturday, June 18, 2005
i came across the tv programme " SUPERSTAR " where i practically stoned for a moment in front of the tv,that voice made me close my eyes for a moment,there i stood,feeeling the voice,as if it told me a thousand blind tales,indeed the blind man wf his courage and determination has brought me stunned and amazed,i adore him,i respect him.i enjoy watching SUPERSTAR for him, but i know this corrupted world he walks in today,will eliminate him one day cox of his handicap ) :
emoemoemokid infect me ; 7:58 AM
Sunday, June 12, 2005
here i claim myself not to be perfect, i depise ppl
wld i learnt to accept everyone's flaws and even my own and live in these not so "PERFECT" world, wil i be strong enough to live along wf transvetites or even gays if they were my frens,i wanna be perfect,i dun wanna despise anyone but i carn
iron ladies is a good show
emoemoemokid infect me ; 7:25 AM
Thursday, June 09, 2005
here i came across liangpei's nick " THE PASSION " , and what did it remind me of.what else but the catholic high days.i reli gotta to say i missed e entire chs as a whole,how the lame yet creative principal managed to spur the students on,how morning devotions were so INTERESTING,how my teachers like ALICE LONG made me fall in lurve wf MATHS,NOT HER!heh heh.and obviously how i found my friends and teammates who haven stepped out of my life at this pt of time.i reli gotta to say its a real tiring journey but isnt it over,yes indeed,we always say that sumting is difficult and impossible cox we have forseen how long and tedious e journey might be.but look at me now,arent i relaxing and taking a deep breathe cox i have won this marathon all by myself wf the help of those who gave me a hand or so.in life,it is e same isnt it.one unhappiness wil bring us real deep down into e pit,but if we have e optimistic perspective on life,we are gonna ensure ourselves that the journey to unhappiness is soon to be over,like everything,theres a start and theres an end maybe.like my passion for basketball,it started when i was in primary school.but it started off as a hobby,in secondary school it turned into an ambitious dream.i played hard,slogged hard with my teammates with e tot in mind that we wanna clinch those championships title.well,i can remember me training wf siang loong and wenqiang all by ourselves just late into e night,as late as 9 p.m everyday.after which wenqiang wil tempt me wf a free drink just to take e same bus as him home.in case ya are wondering,that bus took me forty minutes to get home,but anada bus at the bus-stop onli 20mintues.der on e bus,we started crapping here and den.abt studies,abt ball,abt girls,which i tink all this wil be a history from now on.siang loong is fine too,i suppose after joining e cross country,he has indeed gained more fame than he was,but he derserved it,so hardworking idiot!i wish i have e passion like him,i tot i could have,but i tink i once have,sec 2 ,sec 3 , sec 4 these were moments of my life,how i nearly got retained cox of too much ball,how i quarreled wf my dad and mum abt basketball,and how we reli got knocked out in competition,though those werent nice stop-overs in my journey,i hope i can neber forget them all,like how i have e passion for basketball in secondary school,i hope it wil return to me in jc.i just wanna kip that ball bouncing.for life perhaps.
emoemoemokid infect me ; 10:29 PM
this entry wil be a refreshing entry cox its gonna depict my whole life yesterday at 9-6-2005.yesterday after i have been relieved from my torturous chem lecture,i headed off to yuqin's house wf yinhai,the aim-MAHJONG.we went to her house but three of us couldnt make a table,we decided to wait for meijie's arrival,and thus my dear fren yinhai went over to yuqin's computer and played around wf it,i too,inquistive went over and seated myself on yuqin's round marble dinning table behind e com,as i watched yinhai playing e computer.i sat on e marble table and OOPS!it BROKE into TWO.two halves i shall say.ORH MY GOD! X( my god.immediately panic-striken i was,i went around thinking of ideas to cover up my mistake.yuqin too was shouting all e F*** at me,trying to vent her angry for she know she wil be dead by no time too.in e end,meijie came,bringing one of her frens,we tried to salvage e table by trying to fit the two halves back,BUT in vain.. we sat down on e MAHJONG table and started our games,we thought of ideas one by one how to create e best ever excuse to make everyone innocent and push e blame to natural causes.like an excuse,i have tot of.I CATCHING e moth on e table,and accidentally i PRESSED onto e table,and dats losing its stability,the table BROKE.it wasnt a good idea.and der yuqin starts panicking again" HOW HOW HOW "i replied: " luckily ya mum is overseas,onli back by tml nite"
AT THIS INSTANT,the door creaked open,and we were so PLEASED to see YUQIN's MUM =)
emoemoemokid infect me ; 10:21 PM
Sunday, June 05, 2005
everyones capable of achieving something,put in yu effort and yu wil be der.i started to love myself in terms of geting myself more disciplined in cca attendance,i wish i wil be good,but i know i wil start working from now,but in terms of academic wise,OH MY GOD,andie ! yu just wasted one whole day in front of e BLOODY addictive COMPUTER! HELP ME !
emoemoemokid infect me ; 8:04 AM
Thursday, June 02, 2005
has anyone seen an old man holding some colourful balloon straps and walking around panting,giving out his precious balloons and straps to young little children,if yu find him ,count yuself lucky,u just saw UNCLE HOPE. to most ppl,we might tink that hes just an old dying man trying to struggle away and out of his bed,but whu knows in the young children's eyes,he is the HOPE children are patiently seeking out for.Uncle Hope is old,but he never fails to ensures hope into young children.and that aspires me.
now,imagine.has anyone seen a young teenager in his 17,he got a HANSOM face,( exaggerated a little,A LITTLE,NOT A LOT ),he s always seen walking around in dark zones,giving out his precious potions of HOPE to fearful teenagers or kids living in their dark lives.to most ppl,we might tink that this boy is just incapable and insignificant to help release glittering hopes to helpess n numerous ppl,but to those helpess and desperate ppl,he is e onli source of HOPE.no matter how insignificant his potion of HOPE which are in fact "WORDS OF HOPE",he continues doing his best cox he know,maybe onli he stil blives that someday out der those helpless ppl wil be able to feel his sincerity and reli be able to receive those HOPE into their lives.but beware potion of HOPE is limited,and can onli be used to revive a hopeless person once.THIS YOUNG teenager definitely has his ways,he gave the first hope to the hopeless ppl,and told these helpess ppl to wait for him to return wf the next potions of HOPE.these ppl took the first dose of HOPE,managed to survive for a period.they felt dying but they din turn in to e pain,instead they kip themselves happy everyday cox they were still hoping for the nex dose of HOPE to come by again,and dats when everyone of us onli need to meet UNCLE HOPE once in our life,and forever we wil be FULL of HOPE,cox we all wil be HOPING for e next HOPE to come by again (:
that teenager is giving out his potions to helpless ppl now,including his own share,cox he knows he willnt need one anyway (;
emoemoemokid infect me ; 9:18 AM
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
someone asked me why my blog is always so depressing! like what e HELL . SO SIMPLE . ( skip this if u dun understand this quote ) heh heh.trust me babes and hunks,this blog is a total illusion in ur heart.its a HAPPY blog. cum on, repeat " HAPPY " after me, i teach u " HAPPY " ,and so everyone now knows " happy " and pls do make use of this word " HAPPY " in ur lives today !
emoemoemokid infect me ; 1:41 AM
i duno if yu reli like me,but i guess i reli do like u,i told ya a little confession that i liked u,but u din reply to me,so how do u feel abt me,do u like me,or not.i feel out of place now,i feel as if i am being played around,is it that i am not good enuff,or too good for u,u never told me,i wanna know if ya like me,again and again,ya din tell me,so are we just frens or soon-to-be lovers,i know that we dun have to be lovers,we can be frens,i dun have to possess u,just like we can stay happy like friends,but i dun wan to stay this way,i wanna shower ya wf the excessive love and concern for u,i wanna take u by my hand every nite and den,telling u that we will neber have to let go of anyones hand,i want to bring ya to e balcony and tell u that i am willingly to die for u if ya wan,i know its foolish,but i am willingly to be a fool for her,and to me,dats wad love is all abt.i willnt know how and whether ya want my love,but i am sure this time round i am wilingly to give u all my love.will yu tell me now if u like me ?
a confession adapted from somewhere so familiar (;
