its deep into e night,yu dun wanna slp, yu dun wanna tell one abt ur troubles,cox yu dun wanna look weak; but deep into e night,yu tink abt silly tings,trying to console urself to slp, when yu come to realise,nuthing true but just a horrid dream.
`yu gotta be strong or else yu carn survive in this corrupted world
emoemoemokid infect me ; 11:20 AM
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
U r like an onion wf many layers,just a little bit is enough to flavour anyone's life,u attract ppl wif ur tangy scent ,but u can also make them cry , and u cannot be replaced by any other spice
does that resemble me. THANKS KHALISA ! =)
emoemoemokid infect me ; 7:46 AM
Sunday, May 22, 2005
under that laughter of urs,u hide ur low self-esteem and confidence under that mask of urs,u hide nuthing but ur fears u might be smiling,but actualli you are bleeding.
improvised from mel's blog =)
we might be tinking of one another,but unfortunately i dun blive in such happy endings.
emoemoemokid infect me ; 10:54 AM
Friday, May 20, 2005
hey andy,its me.shocked to see me rite.in fact i was too.dino that i actualli will have e chance or actualli forced to talk to u here.its been long since yu seen me deep and me seeing u deep within.we dun reli know one another very well.but i kinda tink i know u quite well,we knew since young,you dun feel confident abt who u are.why do u act crap so much in school and that when yu are left alone,yu kinda start tinking of stupid and negative tings,but i guess everyone s liddat.so u dun hafta feel odd abt it.yu gotta be confident.u once said " if your mentality is right,yu will succeed or most guaranteed half way to the finishing line" do u remember this line,i hope u do,and certainly i wanna u tell urself that yu are able to achieve wadeva u do,just say "yes" confidently before u slp every nite and heres a bed time story i shared wf u ...
once upon a time,theres was a giant in this kingdom.he went around disrupting ppl's lives and killing innocent ppl.the king had to do sumthing.There was a way to hurt the giant.to throw a small stones at the huge giant.and it will hurt him.The king tried to assure his knights ,braviest soldiers that however none knight dare to challenge the giant.noone dared to throw the stone at the huge giant.they were like tinking " THROW SUCH A SMALL STONE HOW TO HURT HIM ? " they wanted to live a bit longer,they dun wanna die so young,they went escaping from e giant and left the giant to killl e innocent ones.The king give up.even he himself became depressed,he give up abt recruiting young brave man to save e kingdom.TILL one day a peasant came forward to the king and anoounced that he wanna challenge e giant.The king was baffled by e fact that he wanna challenge e giant.so the depressed and helpless king asked e peasant," why will u even want to challenge e giant.SUCH small throw how to hurt the huge giant?and guess wad e peasant replied
instead of " such a small stone how to hurt the huge giant ? ", he answered " such a big giant,how to miss him wf e small stone "
baby ,tonite i wanna u tink of this story,understand this story,the giant is actually an internal barrier of all human beings,ya all got yu fear in one way or another.but when these challenges trouble u,dun choose to solve it by having e kings' mindset,have a mindset of the peasant.dun tink abt those terrible consequences before ya solve a problem , instead possess a POSTIVE and * CORRECT * mindset in everyting yu do.if yu give up and feel hopeless ,in no time wil yu solve e challenge.
i hope yu understand what i am trying to bring across to u ,my little babie-andie
From Deep within your heart, your echo-andie
emoemoemokid infect me ; 9:06 AM
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
people's playing and yu are watching,when ppl are sweating,you are eating. play that game cox yu haf e passion at first,now yu want it for fame. you stopped every move u can make,just hoping not to get disappointed again. you want to sweat it out every moment on e court,calling out to ur mates.together we stand,as ONE. but when all fingers turned against u n ensured u u arent good enuff, what yu did was sit by the bench and wiped yu cold sweat.
emoemoemokid infect me ; 9:30 AM
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR AJ MUGGER- LEE MEI JIE = ) heh heh
and soon,we need to wish our AJ MUSCLE MAN - BAMBANG =D
and finally our MAD woman from AJ - SHALLIN HENG ! haha =D
spent yu birthday worthwhile,live once and just that once,wil be enough
emoemoemokid infect me ; 6:50 AM
Monday, May 02, 2005
finding love is like fishing
some ppl tend to wait for their fish to get hooked on; like how they wait and wait for their love to pass by some ppl know what they want to catch n uses bait to attract their fish; like how they introduce colours and fun to attract their love to stop by some ppl are so impatient to catch their fish that they jump into the water trying to catch them; like how desperate they are to be loved
remember fishing do not necessarily mean ya will catch the right fish,like how ya might not find ya true love.
some ppl take a huge net and catches all the fish at one go ,den start looking for the fish they wanna to catch; like how some ppl are so greedy to find some many love at one go,usually they dun end up successful
some lucky ones,as the other fish struggle to break free from e net,theres always one fish thats willingly to stay suffocated in ur net. dats HER= )
emoemoemokid infect me ; 6:24 AM
rest assured,i will be coming back stronger n braver than ever. i reli wanna thank u all for letting me realise that i haf no courage at all. but soon shall we meet again,i will be giving my best to beat u down.