`it just feels like shit when u are not in place,when u are not good enuff,when yu are despisedd by ppl weaker than u..and when everything confirms u that are not good enuff.theres nowhere i can hide my pride..maybe it was meant to be..u gotta face e consequences of ur acts..you lost ur passion for it and u lose ur right to play it..but when i look back at my horrid past,i realised that i again haf wasteed one year,one year to play wf u all..but it's all gone so for wad kip indulging in the emptiness..i understand if i am not weak..but der wilnt be any chance for me to shine..i am just unnoticed..and when i started recalling all this years when i slogged in so hard for basketball..i again realised that i haven won any medal since sec2..i put my teammates into pain.and when i see them playing on e court while i sat OUTSIDE the court..it just FEELS like shit.unwanted shit." go fill e water " u are just a water boy..i aint much bonded to the team but i feel for the team..i cherish the trainings i went thru though i ponned most of it..but maybe just cox i carn find back the feeling of working hard for sumthing we want in common..once again,maybe and maybe i wilnt find an answer to all my "maybes""
i miss cat high bball` those peeps out der.i feel ur presence like years before
