tonite's moonlight looks so appealing.when did i last see it?haha..reminds of more memories.i stayed up thru the nite flppin thru my scripts and writing my memories on a piece of blank paper.i dun wish to lose all that.i wan to have them by my side throughout my life.even when it wasnt even considered one experience,i treasure it.i do.looks like dats gonna be no more words / events added to that paper cox we might never see again.convince myself that a dark sky wil eventually turn clear.the dark clouds hiding the rainbow wil ultimately vanished.soon i wil see the tranquil park behind the dark clous where no worries or troubles wil disturb me.i got the confidence and courage,but i duno what i am hestitating now.shd i or shd i not?maybe i shd step back and stay clean from all relationships.i am feeling empty at nite.gastric pains come attacking me.but i tink emotional ones are more painful than physical ones.i got a new jc,a new start,a new me,but i dino that i actually lost the old u.
