kerrin once told me if u love someone, u wil be able to tell at least 50 reasons why ya love her.i told her love is unexplainable.she said "NO".ok,i act blived i dun like her.but now i was wrong.dat nite,i sat down writing 50 ting abt this ger.i realised i wrote more than 50 events.so what does that mean/shd i feel relieved that we gonna stay as frens or sad cox we can only remain as what we are.this definitely sound so familiar.once gone,once u let go,noone wil know when ya wil be able to take her by the hand again.i blived today.finaly i woke up from my dream-a sweet one.far too sweet to be real.maybe coming to jc was a dream.meeting so many new frens,some real great funky ppl,all kinds of character.i enjoy life like this.toking to gers like as if i got unlimited confidence,wad happen to me.i forgot i was once so shy.once so soft-spoken,now i haf changed too.to someone who is so friendly.i guess so.or flirtish?i dun reli care abt it now,i dun wish to get up from my dream now.my sleep time is gonna be up in 5days time.the releasiing of o levels result.i wil be out of jc and missing all those frens.i miss u.do u?i dun tink so but hope i am able to get over u.u move on wf ur life.i wil be blessing u.
