why carn we shoot stars down ? Ans: cox the stars can SHAN ( it is a chinese joke so ppl like diana dun bother abt this lame joke )haha,let me liven up the mood first.i certainly need a happy blog cox i am happy.hhaa..why today title is " like those aimless stars ".i am wandering around in the thick dark clouds that obstruct my way to the tranquil park wf no worries. like those aimless stars that are aimlessly wandering around in that piece of pitch dark sky.i wonder when they wil find their way to their destination ,meeting their fellow stars.kip walking stars!ya wil reach ya friends , loved ones soon.though the sky is dark,ya stil got the light ( moon) to guide u on.haha.like stars,we ppl are abt the same.we are strugglin thru troubles and worries which are the dark sky,to find our way.(the tranquil park).i certainly blive that theres a paradise where there are no wories, or depressing ting.but to make it there,i tink we goot to experience much crisis before we can reach der.its not veh far away,but its tough destination.dun give up just cox ya got hurt in a frenship or relationship,(just like when ya are walking wf no aim like those aimless stars in the dark sky),we need to be mentally strong so that nuthing can take us down.instead we hold hands wf those troubles or sadness and together we bring them out to the land where happiness can be showered on them.let all be infected wf a tinge of happiness.wads so bad that ya can experience.maybe its so tweenie winee small compared to those unfortunate.if they can,why can we.impossible is a big word thrown around by small ppl.*adidas slogan*haha.i am so lame!haha.tml is the releasing of results,i hoped to do well.but again,ya get what ya derserve.i am scared.but i know i can do nothing but to bless those frens of mine,or everyone all the best tml.accpt the results wf grace.overall,its just a part of growing up.we haf to go thru some thick before we see some thin clouds leading to the rainbow?does it make sense?haha.i duno.i am trying to be emotive.haha.its just that i feel that maybe when the ppl in the universe can stand together and smile together as a world,maybe rains of happiness wil fall.
*i wish for the happiness rain to fall on me,my loved ones.my frens, my family,everyone.*
emoemoemokid infect me ; 3:28 AM
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
i wan the three of u forever happy, forever giggling, forever smiling
nothing that i can do now , but a promise that i wil bles the 3 of u forever -frens 4ever.
qf-s-d =)
emoemoemokid infect me ; 7:38 AM
Sunday, February 20, 2005
kerrin once told me if u love someone, u wil be able to tell at least 50 reasons why ya love her.i told her love is unexplainable.she said "NO".ok,i act blived i dun like her.but now i was wrong.dat nite,i sat down writing 50 ting abt this ger.i realised i wrote more than 50 events.so what does that mean/shd i feel relieved that we gonna stay as frens or sad cox we can only remain as what we are.this definitely sound so familiar.once gone,once u let go,noone wil know when ya wil be able to take her by the hand again.i blived today.finaly i woke up from my dream-a sweet one.far too sweet to be real.maybe coming to jc was a dream.meeting so many new frens,some real great funky ppl,all kinds of character.i enjoy life like this.toking to gers like as if i got unlimited confidence,wad happen to me.i forgot i was once so shy.once so soft-spoken,now i haf changed too.to someone who is so friendly.i guess so.or flirtish?i dun reli care abt it now,i dun wish to get up from my dream now.my sleep time is gonna be up in 5days time.the releasiing of o levels result.i wil be out of jc and missing all those frens.i miss u.do u?i dun tink so but hope i am able to get over u.u move on wf ur life.i wil be blessing u.
emoemoemokid infect me ; 4:54 AM
Saturday, February 19, 2005
ok,i just got home 12-30.thanks for the ride from shalin!haha.i was like dozin off in the car.ok.i wasted lots of my energy on crapping today.duno when can replenish.haha.reli laughed like hell today.guess i am reli over some tings?cox i din miss her.but once i reached home.lala.everything comes back again!x.X i am tinking foolishly again.the moral and angel game finished le.had a wonderful experience in annabel's house.so fun!sarah suddenly wear until so ger.ahhaa.shocked.johnson wear till veh muscular.shafiq wear like normal.me ?shuai shuai de.ahha=Xok,annabel house quite nice lehs.in a secluded area.haha.den we haf bbq party.so cool.the j2s so nice.bbq for us.act is for the gers la.den i COUP from the gers.YAY!haha.ate hella many wings.i can fly!haha.i was literally thick=skinned from the start of party to the end of party.doing stupid facial expressions that everyone was laughing at me?haha=D i like the part that i did the stars orbiting around shalin and ding jie.ahaha.so damn funie.ahha.annabel gave me a crab as a present.cox i crap!?hahaa,lamer.we played bridge.yay!i know how to play.so easy can.haha.today is a tired day but i paid more laughter than i collected.ahjahah=D
emoemoemokid infect me ; 8:30 AM
Thursday, February 17, 2005
tonite's moonlight looks so appealing.when did i last see it?haha..reminds of more memories.i stayed up thru the nite flppin thru my scripts and writing my memories on a piece of blank paper.i dun wish to lose all that.i wan to have them by my side throughout my life.even when it wasnt even considered one experience,i treasure it.i do.looks like dats gonna be no more words / events added to that paper cox we might never see again.convince myself that a dark sky wil eventually turn clear.the dark clouds hiding the rainbow wil ultimately vanished.soon i wil see the tranquil park behind the dark clous where no worries or troubles wil disturb me.i got the confidence and courage,but i duno what i am hestitating now.shd i or shd i not?maybe i shd step back and stay clean from all relationships.i am feeling empty at nite.gastric pains come attacking me.but i tink emotional ones are more painful than physical ones.i got a new jc,a new start,a new me,but i dino that i actually lost the old u.
emoemoemokid infect me ; 4:24 AM
Monday, February 14, 2005
lala.i heard that thats was a song dedication hor.shd have dedicated.haha.but its always too late.always do tings that are always too late.regretts start clumping around me again.lala.ok.i did have a nice valentine.ALONE.ok.so stop teasing me.lala.
the song dedicated was nice, " hui dao guo qu " ( jay )
if the songs plays, can we go back to the past.
*stupidthinkingatworkagain*
emoemoemokid infect me ; 8:57 AM
yups.it is an unforgettable nite.hee hee.dun tell u wad i did!ahah.lala..*walks away joyfully*hee hee.today is so memorable!ahah..today s atmosphere at school so cool.dats wad catholic high lack in,i guess.NO VALENTINES DAY one.ahaha.ajc so cool.flowers and balloons seeen wandering around in the morning.COOL.i kinda play a trick on ppl.take yuqing rose den go in front of gers and say " thanks for ur rose" .damn lame ok.ahha.ok.thanks for the peeps for giving me valentine present!!haha,stephenie,weizi,jinzhen,sarah,priscilla,kerrin,yuqin,serene,annabell,wei hui,lala.so many ok( not implying that i famous!is that they are so nice lors.)but i also nice,i baked a cake back for them.EDIBLE>i PRONOUNCE AGAIN.haha..ok.sheila shook my hand and wished me happy valentine.its like so SURREAL.haha.why she suddenly so "ENTHU"?ahaha.ok.maybe she super good mood.got valentine date later.MUST BE.ahaha.=X ok.the whole day was painful.wf gastric pains during lessons.gotta reli hold my stomach tight.damn pain can.den the class finished the cake 1!!!so nice rite.must be.hahaha.physics test sucks la.ahha.ok.i fell aslp half way while attempting and my pen dropped.thanks to the ger who lend me her calculator. sweet.haha.HAPPY VALENTINE!
emoemoemokid infect me ; 6:50 AM
Saturday, February 12, 2005
recently i tink a week ago,for GP newspaper cutting,i was doing on a article "blogging society"ahha.that article really reflects the exact situation here..many kids/teenageers reli bblog instead den telling their family abt their problems.ahha.i am included too.gosh!haha.shd blogs be allowed.i just realised that my blogs were depressing or rather everyone's blog(most) are hella depressing.but thru this,i get to see some sentimental emotional side of ppl( not me la.i am NOT emotional.diaox.haha)hmm. start wondering how come god created so so so so so so so much problems for us.i tink the ratio of problems: humans is not equal.carn we just have one problem each?no fair lors.haha.ok.some might say there isnt any problems creted by god.ppl make problems themselves.life can be so simple.well.i never agree wf that.but i try to be optimistic and blive that life carn be so difficult as well.i shd move on.
emoemoemokid infect me ; 8:06 PM
the story is great.i am stil blur.but time wil adopt me ba.hopefully.haha.i like the story,the narrator,the everything.haha.thanks so much.=D u make me sad.u make me groaning in pain.gastric pains.go away.come again another day.ahah.lame it is.ok.my mum is overseas for merely 4 hours,i am missing her like crasy,haha.mum do come back fast ok.your son is missing u.lala.mushy.haha.ok.i am like partying after mum just went overseas?it is 3++ and i tink i shd jump now.onto my bed of cox.haha.happy valentine.haha.i dun ned a valentine.haha.( dun laugh at me cox i dun have a valentine.idiots.HAHA=p
emoemoemokid infect me ; 11:12 AM
The casino story from somewhere i adapted- You go to a casino where rich folks have loads of chips and poor folks have much lesser. rich folks bet with loads of chips and when they win they get loads of chips more! if ever unfortunately they lose, they bet as much again, and they will not go on losing forever. (: hence they will always have load load loads of chips, YAY! and de other corner yu see e poor folks miserably wif mini chip amounts.when they lose, they boohoohoo. they win, they get little chips back. and how long before they reach many chips? most problably they will just die away with no chips very soon. and then yu'll seee the rich pple multiplying their chips. and they can even spare some tothe poor folks. and when de poorer ones return the rich their chips, the rich get richer!
the story's moral. your confidence level are like the chips yu own. yu have to start wif MANY chips. build on it. and get more more more more more chips. get mountains of chips. be confident(: and help others along too to regain their confidence, hence boosting your own.
dun u tink this is a so-nice-until-cannot-use-meer-words-to-describe- analogy =D
emoemoemokid infect me ; 11:06 AM
Friday, February 11, 2005
hee hee.valentines day is coming.lala.everyone is getting so excited!lala.ppl buying flowers,making gifts.and what am i ddoing!haha.nah.spend that day alone.ahaha.( I DUN FLIRT!idiots)haha.but i baked a cake for my peeps in ajc.hee=) ya all honoured rite. ok. the cake my fren help me a lot in baking.ahhaa.thanks!!!haha.duno share wf OG or class lehs.hee hee.nice cake must gif to nice ppl.( i am not saying either og or class not nice la ) haha.dilemma.or shd i finish the cake myself.YUMMY*bit lips*hee hee.this years valentine looks exciting.but kinda no mood.hee=D not because noone celebrate wf me la.*teriible plight*heee hee. wishing all valentines happy valentines day . everyday is valentines.treasure ya loved ones.!!!haha. isoundgay=X
waiting , waiting , waiting. valentines day gonna be a normal day.=)
emoemoemokid infect me ; 7:19 AM
Thursday, February 10, 2005
if ya need me, msg me.
i wil not bother u anymore.but i dun mind ya bothering me.
adapted from somewhere i forgot.so familiar
emoemoemokid infect me ; 7:19 AM
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
hee hee . guess wad. haaha. i am going balling soon. on chinese new year. idiots do stupid stuff. i am included.haha..train hard in ball. turn black again./ huKA !!shut up/ i am not charcoal.ahaha. anyway theres nuthing much i can do. haha. just put in my utmost effort in something i am better in. (ok la, my ball not veh zai also ) ii just realised that the onli ting i can do well is ball. but now after trainings, i discovered i am losing grip of it,i dun wan to lose my forte as well.or rather it carn even be considered a forte. mum talked to me abt my future. a business man or a director. if ya want to be director, why arent ya writing scripts . i guess so. scripts just part of my life. maybe it isnt wad i am going to live on when i grow up. maybe take a more confident and stable choice.towards business i go. leaving ajc is bound-to-be , miss all of u. i just come to realise. we part again. haha
emoemoemokid infect me ; 1:05 AM
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
its a new year but shd we add the happy in front?haha.its a new year and u arent happy,how could it be.cumon,be happy and enjoy a happy new year!haha..everything shd be healed by time.let go of wad doesnt belong to u.haha.if it passes by again for u,cling on it tight,dun let her/him walk by.life is a mystery.i am on my journey to discover my history.
emoemoemokid infect me ; 8:14 PM
Sunday, February 06, 2005
so cool,stole computer from sister to use.mum in kitchen.hee hee.wonder if my mum will catch me.i shall play safe.hahaha.*shivers*die.mum caught me.kena scolded but i still using.hee hee.i am smart.mum dun bother to scold me le.hee hee.abt joyce ting,i stil duno wad to say or do.i just know that i feel that joyce is niceee.just that she might seem bit pampered( wanting things her way),but i tink everything can change.*TIME is super destructive or constructive* depends on how u make use of it.noone is perfect.those ppl who say that joyce kip saying bad abt ppl,i blive ders no pt saying such tings now.if ya feel that she needs to be corrected or feel that she is at fault,wad u need to do is help her along ,not to stand against her and say that she 's wrong,blah blah blah. i mean noone is perfect.especialy if ppl said bad tings abt u,u wil not feel good either rite.so why not put urself in ppl's shoes and stop saying remarks abt ppl.if u feel she is wrong,aint this time a good chance to display to others who it means by true frenx.stop tinking that she is wrong and we are correct.everyone has a part to be blamed.no right no wrong.after all white and black is just a line's difference.lets all shift to the white zone wf united hands and hearts. No pushing ppl into the black line ,instead stretch out ya hand to pull them back.
emoemoemokid infect me ; 4:15 AM
Saturday, February 05, 2005
hmm.finally back here to blog,mum dun let me online.diao.mum mum why u always dun let me use com de. mux be scared her son flirt too much online!!!haha. no la. i so decent lors rite.folks?ahah. ok. lex is alex rite.YOYO!!add me.i duno how to link ( in case ya duno,i am a noob in blog)ahha.thanks to guan jie ,huai kuan and ppl,hehee.help me wf the blog.ok.,i thank them a lot of times le.later huai kuan big-head.haha..BOUNCY where u. add me.ahhaa.I WANT UR BLOG!haha.ok,BOUNCY ;s bf dun worry.i am hansom but i dun steal gf de.hahaa.bouncy veh bouncy cannot chase her.ahaha.not funie.ahah..the class experiencing a crisis.hais.not united.ppl hates joyce and joyce hates some ppl.i mean like as classmates,we are considered frens too rite.wad does a fren mean.show it to everyone out der watching us fight like a puddle of scattered sand.why let ppl laugh at us.are we so weak that we carn handle something like frenship?if joyce is not nice,we wil be nicer.let her know wad a fren means.joyce is not to be blamed or rather she doesnt have fault wholely,its the frens fault that she isnt corrected.maybe she tinks a lot and wants her way,maybe she throws tantrums,maybe she wil say we are not good frenx.but if we desert her during this period,arent we RELI " UNTRUE FRENX"? like wad ding jie say, let time heal everything. we all have flaws and we are wrong too. why carn we re-accept ourselves and others.why is it that we always tink ppl are more wrong and we are not. why carn we tink that everyone is equally wrong. life isnt that difficult yet it can be so simple.follow me if ya trust me.
emoemoemokid infect me ; 4:32 AM
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
hahaha.. now your blog become group blog liao.. got me and ur friend there who knows your password.. nyahahah.. sad case sia i sick.. lol.. nvm will be fit and healthy again tomorrow.. see u in school.. then both of us give out aura together hahahaha.. sian i becoming a bit siao siao liao.. like you la.. ahahahah..
-alan
emoemoemokid infect me ; 6:28 AM
hey hey hey~
stoopid stoopid stoopid...
haha..u so dark...like charcoal..
need some bleaching powder??
hahaha..=X
-not redsaltyleaf blogging..
emoemoemokid infect me ; 6:19 AM
ahha.first i wanna thank some peeps for making my life wonderful.
YEH.DATS U , dun turn ya head le. its u
ALAN!!!haha.thanks for helping me wf the blog.is it gay for guys to blog?
haha.i duno . but thanks alan so much. help me so much. *MUACKS*haha
HI KN!haha.ok. spelt wrongli but my love for u is undying.ahahah..sounds so sick.ahaha.HI KN bf dun whack me hors. i joking onli .. hees. PING PPONG CAN KILL!haha
pamela!ahaha.duno thank her for wad.but today i talked to her for first time.ahahha.
sheila!ahha.thanks for the congrats ya given me.but how come dun let me touch ya eye-lashes.hahaha. we are clean. no rumours pls.
alan, weizi,aileen,everyone that congratulated me for being 7th. haha. results doesnt matter.at least i run all the way.ahah. got stronger challengers le. AH FU !hahaha..jian!!hahaha. yu hao. thanks for qieing me. now i got 20 rounds to go. lala
emoemoemokid infect me ; 5:33 AM
finally blogged at last.c dat ppl misses me so much siahs,rite?ahha.first i want to thank miss HUAI KUAN for her utmost effort to help a charcoal wf his blog.the tag board looks nice hors.i did that myself.HAHAHA.*cover mouth*huai kuan help me oversee onli rite *WIDE GRINS* breakaway ya beta not getaway.say i stupid rite.slap u.btw,i heard that breakaway got bf lehs.*STUNNED*haha.ok.dun tease her le.huai kuan seemed so stupid today.kip laughing.idiot lehs.haha.her parachute quite good la.but it still quite far away from us.cox i made the best parachute.3 layers.first-canopy-2nd -undergrowth-3rd-shrubs( RUBBISH)haha.3 layers of plastic.haha.but serene din turn up,along wf the parachute.hahaa.so still lose.ahha..pamela tok to me lehs.YAY.i seem so despo.( IDIOTS READIN THIS,i bet ya all laughing rite.cox ya all gonna say" ya dun LOOK despo.ya are one rite)*SLAP SLAP*haha..pamela so nice.*DREAMLAND*but i dun like her.haha.she dun like me either.hee hee.orh yar,saw that ger early in the morning.she so dao-looking agagin.ahha.nvm.she might tink i am a flirt too.bleahs.die.ahha.alan sick todaylehs.no wonder din see him.yu huan also. both sick.wo xing tong la.haha..get well soon k.or not i wil be so extra in aj.cox onli i gave out INTELLIGENCE aura.ahah.thick skin.hee.today damn funie.we do impromptu speak ezee ting.hee.i impromptu lors.den i volunter first.WAD TOPIC AR? SHD EXAMINATIONS BE ABOLISHED IN SCHOOLS? hahah. of cox i say no la. SUCK UP.ahha.i started wf a story and ended up wf a lousy moral of story.haha.everyone laughed at me.so embarrasing.but i tink i was pretty confident.if it was last time,tink i will pee on my pants.ahaha.diana veh nervous.she veh nutty lehs when it comes to instant thinking.ahahah.diana!!!hahaha.i know when she nervous she will do wad action le.i shd tease her more.ahha.she shivering after the whole session still.haha.but how come i never get best speaker !!ahhaa.ok la. i crap too much.den i din manage to say my joke.ahhaha..today haf a quarrel wf joohnson.reli veh sorry,i crushed his paper.cox i wanted to throw over mahs.den haf to crush .or not the paper cannot fly.but i admit i was quite dumb la.can pass to him wfout crushing the paper.GENIUS CAn be at fault sometimes.ahah.i am dumb. SORRY JOHNSON. i love u.hahaha*GAY*how come the gers saying i am a flirt.diao.do u agree.TAG ME NOW.( TAGBOARD RITE?ahah)*WInks winks*
