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emoemoemokid infect me ; 6:38 AM
Friday, January 28, 2005
hmm,today nice day for me.hahaa.got scolded by lecturer for slping during lecture.haha.." IF I HAD A CHALK , i wil throw it at the guy over der who is sleeping" haha.damn funie.i was just napping.ahaha.den everyone look at me.FINALLY i am famous ( infamous)haha..quite nice day la,sat down wf diana,qing fang and serene tok abt stupid project.den diana teach me malay.can use them as lethal weapons.ahah..ok,i used it on Huai kuan.awa chanteh, awa mata hari , awa su-ri-ah, awa bu lan.saya da tongue chew ri-hearti. ahhaha. ( it means u are beautiful, you are my sun, you are my sunshine,you are my moon, i came to steal ur heart.) ahha..den huai kuan so violent.kick me so many times.idiot.ahhaha.malay so fun.haha..ok.meet this ger called kerr.act heard of her long ago.she got an aura too.duno wad aura.hAHHA.den we start chatting.den she say i borrow her vcd PAO NIU!no lors.i not using it to flirt lors.ahaha.*INNOCENT*went to basketball court.not training today.scared later wil have veh hiong training.affect my xcountry on monday.( i tink its excuse la)i duno.i ve tinking abt it.have i lost the passion to play.on wed nite,i walked homealone,started tinking of events that happened a year ago.those cheers,those tears.i walked home dat nite rite.i was feelin out of place.ajc basketball VS catholic high basketball.haha.i am stupid.i miss wq,lu,terence,ewan,ben..my school mates,we laugh together.work together.i dun feel in place anymore in basketball.i am not confident and courageous enuff.the movie was nice.but i din finish it.they were there.but i din go over.i am tinking.but duno of wad.i am in dilemma.i got up and left.i am thinking.am i stil goin for ball.i wan to strive and be the best.which means paying the price of being lonely. shd i return to my cave of darknes?
emoemoemokid infect me ; 7:02 PM
wad a morning to start off.seeing serene and qinfang and diana sceerching and squeaking like 3 little mice.haha..qinfang and serene ar!!!kip arguing abt who more cute.diaox.of cox i more cute la.diana looks normal.but den when the afternnoon comes.she starts telling jokes like " let me tell u a butter joke,but dun spread it"i was like stoned.den she started ROARing in laughter?wad the hell.ahha.mad woman.janneett(duno how to spell) -the j2 ger kip coming to our class.den i ppraise her in malay.den she start pouring water all over me.( IDIOT.she looks like a malay ma,so i grreet her in malay" AWA CHANTEH"-which means u are beautiful , den she started runnin after me like another mad woman.all the malays related to me all mad mad de.hahaha..later got B.A.D concert.quite sians.but decided to go enjoy the atmosphere.HEY HEY HEY,i saw cedrick.i am going der!where?HOCKEY.haha.i go join hockey training.got the scgs butch lehs.ahaha..diana also der.but diana looks clumsy.ahahhahaahhahahahahah.sense the laughter.ahhaha..got to know this acs barker or independent guy who so zai.but in the end.is i score.i score.*APPLAUSE from the crowd*haha..the j2 kip saying i cute.duno what is their problem.shd be handsome mahs.ahhaa..ok.NOT FUNIE(*SHIVERS*)hocki so fun lehs.but i kip violating the rule dun care la.bad not bad lehs.lets welcome b.a.d.their fan club must be m.a.d ,their faces look so s.a.d , they sound worst than my d.a.d...hahaa,,stupid cheer , duno whu make one.hee hee
emoemoemokid infect me ; 6:38 PM
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
today is my birthday.u blive it?it was the most enjoyable bdae.i hope time does nothing to my birthday this year.i wan it in my mind always.to time" u can choose to erase the memory of my birthday last year.but ya din't,i know ya gonna take away my memory of this years' birthday.cox u were never good.time wil ya just pass by me and let me off" yox,enuff of phrases.haha..my class is so freaking funie.sing me birthday song. nice peeps..nice nice song.got my name "HANSOM" when they sang it. so sure veh nice.ahaha..den they pole me . idiots .SHAFIK, ding jie and jho.!watch out.take my legs and smash my legs between the poles of the table and basketball pole.pain lehs. lucky i strong.hahaa.matter rest.MY FOOT!og celebration worst!!!ahaha.. let me eat cake hors, so nice. SMASHED me wf water boombs. DIANA TOld me i shd be honoured cox the second one she gave me one. SLAP her la.haha.den my face went directly into the cake , my hair and my face chocolate filled.I AM HANSOM lehs. how can do such ting to me.AGAINST THE LAW TO MAKE HANDSOME not HANDSOME Ok.hahaha.. ok , i went into the FOUNTAIN!god!got rat posion the water. DUN! * VOOSH * i went into the water. crawled out like a dead kitten.i damn smeely god.den HI KN and fren kip laughing at my plight. wana get slapped or hugged by me? both all is a so called no-choice.ahhaha ( COX I AM SO DIRTY OILY AND WET) ahah.laugh wad lors.stupid idiots throw me into fountain.but i did enjoy it.thanks pals and og and class. made my birthday a birthday.haha( crapping )hee hee. * i LOVE OG peeps and class peeps *MUCK MUCK MUCK*
emoemoemokid infect me ; 6:27 AM
Sunday, January 23, 2005
it's near 26th jan.one year has passed.i stil carn forget the incident.why is it still bothering me.perhaps it pesters me just to remind me abt my mistakes,my regrets.when wil regrets stay out of my life?every move i make,every price i pay.i am sorry to those i haf disappointed.i bet noone shd have stil remembered what this day means.i remember.i carn forget.i dashed your hopes and shattered all your wishes.i wondered what i wil write when the next year comes by.maybe adding in more regrets.i shd stay clean from relationships.i shd be alone.i shd be bliving that nothing wil last forever.lets be pessimistic to hope for the optimistic. to get a fame,you pay a high price of being alone.
emoemoemokid infect me ; 3:17 AM
Saturday, January 22, 2005
let me confess now
i am single.
i am no flirt. ( btw,did ppl tell u that being a flirt takes lots of skill and experience)
i am friendli ( i like to socialise )
i like to irritate ppl ( but i am harmless )
i like to lie ( harmless just to tease ppl )
ok,confessions in ajc.
i do like ppl from ajc.but let me specify. ders no love.i like.
that girl wf that SMILE ( bet the nanulians KNOW WHO SHE IS ) dun spread. I DUN LIKE HER>RIGHT?
that girl wf unique friendliness ( HI KN ) ya know who u are. call me charcoal more la
that girl wf supreme sweetness ( she steals ham ) noone wil know her i tink
that girl wf comical EYES and eye lashes ( the stupid class sabo me )
that girl wf elegant depression ( shes special. i like her aura )
that girl wf tanness like me ( she is a noob in netball zit ?hahaa
i am so brave to declare the like-list. HAHA. but i dun lIKE THEM OR LOVE THEM . STOP THE RUMOURS>
emoemoemokid infect me ; 11:23 PM
nanul's outing tooday.right after my date wf her.tupid chang tai dun wan pick up my fone.see la.late again.later YU HUAN DA JIE sure kp like hell.chang tai where r u.ok.where's the stupid place.PAYA lebar.sounds so papaya to me.hack.so ULU.why come until so far.WHO's STUPID idea is it.go east coast.haha..i saw weirui.so big size=X oops.i mean so muscular.ahha,.i like his bike,rode to east coast.but that chang tai SIAO SIAO one.on radio and walk there der.the lao ah pek in coffeeshop tot we lunatics from the asylum lors.haha.ok,i saw them.CINDIA so chio hors in ajc uniform.not used to seeing her wear until so decent.YUCK.hahaha.i mean she look much nicer in her shorts.SEXY.OOPS.all cindia's crush dun whack me.i mean she looks good.ok.i saw yu huan.she looks dead.i mean SHE DIN SCOLD US.SHE MUST BE DEAD TIRED.no energy scold ppl.ahha..hazel is the best mans.how come more man than me.*ASHAMED*haha.now i saw weizi.how come she haf her hair done.hahaa.no la.she tell me it was how she actually looked.not bad lehs.haha..ok.so hot in east coast.ARGX ARGX ARGX.i am burnt.btw,i am alredy tanned.whu cares.i saw AMANDA.she wear the shirt behind got her own name" AMANDA" damn actionahahaha..her fren also der.chat wf them.i din feel shy.a bit shocked.i mean i tink i am too used to gers' comapny now that i dun feel pressurized at all.ok.showed off to them her pic.haha."QUITE PRETTY LEHS"amanda said.i wanna whack her.WHAT QUITE pretty.!!!its perfectly pretty lors.ahaha..we got the party started lors.i did the bbq.found myself quite useless.yu huan know so much ar.edwin and weirui also.PROs.i shall steal some knowledge from them den.hees.TIME FOR GUYS TO TAKE PICTURE>" guys all face the sea,dun turn back.i collaborated wf the gers.den the gers throw the WATER BOMBS on them.."BOOM BOOM BOOM"water war!!!hahaa..most got wet.argx.my turn to run.I AM THE UNDERCOVER or betrayer?haha.i got wet la. duh.played a prank on diana!!haha.put the ice into her shirt den rubbed.HAHA.she yelled.i run.she stole my slippers."DUN THROW" as i witnessed my slippers flying in the air onto the shore,my heart sank.NONONO, i rescued my slippers.lucky or not no slipeers to wear home le.ahhaa..bbq was fun.,especially got chang tai sing.VEH nan ting.but took away my lethargy.MISs weizi(SOYA SAUCE QUeen)marinated the chicken wf soya sauce.so hardworking.MYRA so cute siahs.like tomato!!!haha..ok.amanda took my hand and kissed it.what does she wan.goota wash my hand wf DETTOL./haha..ok,truth or dare.ALAN haf a fun time hors.hahaa. shan zeng looked ben ben de.duno how to react to the SUPER MEANS gers.haha.ok.pack up and i am off home. wf my as stuck to bus for 1++ hours.COOL DAY.my courage is back.nO shy andy/( hansom)ahahaha
emoemoemokid infect me ; 10:12 PM
its a nice morning yesterday.I went out wf her,i mean HER.NOT "HIM".first time i went out wf her.she looked so sweet.i mean it's a day that i shd be celebrating cox i haf found my confidence once again.I could not believe that so soon,i mean so soon,i actually gathered back my confidence that i DIN even used to have.i went up the train wf her.she leaned on me,we chatted.i looked into her eyes.she did too.Noone will ever believe that the shy boy actually dared to look into a girl's eye without avoiding her expressions.its me.i am sociable?i am?i dun blive.but its a morning i never forget.i took a video of her,but it wasnt recorded,stupid fone.but i got her pic.i like her laughter.but do i love her?perhaps.i believe i like her.but waads love.i cannot define it.i realised that i lost the feeling of love.someone tell me what's love.i used to blive that i will stammer when i talk to the ger i like.but now i feel so confident.i dun feel nervous wf her.what's happening.i duno.
emoemoemokid infect me ; 2:13 PM
Sunday, January 16, 2005
life dragged itself onto shore,
pulling through the predestined doors.
remaining it was in a maze,
shrouded by clouds of haze.
