oh yes, its 2009! and i guess it signifies a new start, and a new beginning to everything. i got myself a new target for this semester, to get better grades, be a better person, learn how to use MICROSOFT and stuff , video-editing, dance and singing maybe. think its either too difficult or too impossible for me to achieve. hai, damn depressing but now im taking japanese, i vow not to skip lessons and study hard for it, it seems quite interesting!
HAJIME MASHITE! Boku no namae wa Takeshi desu! ( nice to meet you, my name is takeshi ) should not be wrong unless youtube is teaching me the wrong stuff!
grrr, anyway feeling very old already, 21st birthday coming, and i am damn old lah seriously. someone please help me! i dont want to grow old, and start thinking about working and starting a boring life. guess people are right, enjoy while you are young! i guess i have not tried a lot of things, i haven gone much on vacation, haven been the nicest person, haven been someone's close friend. im quite surprised at how i have changed, how i lost trust in confiding in people, how i keep everything to myself. omg damn emo now. too secretive, too mysterious, i think i dont know much about myself anymore. omg cant imagine a turning 21 year old types this kinda of shit, but its really quite saddening!
reading through people's blog make me feel worse, it makes me feel like being in love is like damn blissful. doubt i can see that in the near future, and maybe i will just continue leeching on people's blog to feel happy once in a while. blabbering already oh wells, it means goodnight. grrr
emoemoemokid infect me ; 12:41 PM
Friday, December 26, 2008
HOHOHO, merry xmas to everyone, to my blog who is don't know how old, and to all the friends i have lost contact in one way or another. OH, MERRY XMAS to my family too! anyway guess i didn't get wasted for this year's christmas! haha, expected to be lying around on some unknown place beside double o or melvin' s bathroom. great, healthy xmas that is. a big thanks to those who gave me xmas presents! XOXO. hahaha, and this christmas is so different, so peaceful and empty i think, was stoning and emo-ing on the bus listening to ipod. Guess i missed out on a lot of stuff and made many awful choices, caused misery to those around me, those who care for me. This christmas, I gave my heart to all my loved ones. And DON'T you dare throw it away!
EMO BOY ON XMAS
emoemoemokid infect me ; 7:21 AM
Wednesday, December 03, 2008
hoho this is the 3rd day after exams already, and i'm aching like shit all over! I think i lost like 4 kg over 3 days and soon i am going to be the most fit person on earth. badminton, handball, basketball floorball whoosh! gonna go sing kbox soon and spend some time with old friends! most of my army friends gonna ORD already, and they will come over to join me in NUS, how exciting and speaking of army friends, we got class gathering for Christmas! how exciting, and i am supposed to come up with some orientation games, should execute accordingly and precisely to ensure an unforgettable christmas! Muahah, thanks ragen for talking to me again like friends, and i appreciate that! hope to meet up with you soon! hahahahha
emoemoemokid infect me ; 7:53 PM
Monday, December 01, 2008
tml is the last paper, and i am feeling very sleepy haven finished covering the lectures notes and im blogging away, and i feel duper sianz if cap gonna chui again. haha but this sem i feel like i have utilized my readin week quite well already, much better than last sem, hope more effort yields more results :D and i can start exercising tml , clean my room, stop pulling my hair, think about lots of unnecessary stuff, time to pick up guitar, video editing, photo shop, japanese, watch more dramas, getting myself emotionally attached to korean dramas and pretty korean lead actresses! woohoo, sounds exciting and let me get through this nightmare!
I wish that my mum and brother are enjoying their holiday, and im starting my own soon! whee ;D
emoemoemokid infect me ; 9:06 AM
Sunday, November 30, 2008
haha, omg this will be my first post in 2008! great huh, one year has gone by and lots of stuff has happened. Some are fresh in my mind while the rest kinda faded. Looks like my resolution last year didn't really come true and im still slacking as much as ever. just when im supposed to study for my test now, im slacking and rotting away. BTW i am addicted to this facebook game who has the biggest brains. turns out i got a much bigger brain than vernon santa muggerpoh and many more, however i should always stay modest and not brag about my brainy brains. some jealous people not to mention names, V***** and L*** said that my score didn't reflect my intelligence level, i bet they are jealous. anyway did i not mention that i have santa, vernon and leon as my neighbours, and they are a bunch of crappy but interesting people. gonna enjoy my days i have become more hardworking this sem, but think still gonna die. sometimes i just feel like going back to secondary school days and choosing ngee ann poly mass comm, i really love to make videos and movies! and i think i will always hide in my comfort zone, and not to do anything risky or to choose something i really like, tell one how i truly feel. sometimes i just feel loser-ish and yeap, it has always been this way. grrr. good luck to andee for his last paper on tues!
xoxo, emokid
emoemoemokid infect me ; 4:25 AM
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
oops, i guess it has been a while since i updated. yeap, i guess by now noone shd be visiting here and i guess i can have this blog to myself now. mwahha. sheares hall is really happening and i guess as the days go, i am mixing around with some usual idiots and yeap, i have been mixing around. just that i dont mix around with some seniors or even know their name. oops again for not making the effort to socialise. sheares hall has just ended buaya week and yes, we do see some potential couples and my buaya week mega project has flopped once again. budget cant win the race after all. mauahha. i have tried my best cause i have to study for my test. hope i dont screw that one up. playing mahjong and sleeping in the morning has become a norm and yes it has to stop. and yes, my partner sue has won miss beautiful skin. 3 cheers (:
